EterNal_xx's Xanga

Monday, February 05, 2007

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 01:30:33 GMT

WHOOAA
new xanga:

violentred01

OH EM GEE~

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 05:05:40 GMT

okay this is so pointless
and i do realize that there are countries in proverty

but GAWD~

im gonna save up (like crazy) and buy the following items..

1st up:
a 2 or 4 G mp3 player. heh, im eyeing an iPod of course. but that shit is hella expensive. and i can barely wait to make my music portable. xDD
2nd place:
a haircut. my hair is sooo long. and my split ends are noticable, and its just not pretty too look at anymore. = =;. but this time i really want crazy side bangs. soooo chic and stylish. *fantasizes*
3rd place:
PIERCINGS~ i want more ear piercings. ^_^
seven piercings in total.
(i already have one on each ear lobe)
industrial (big dumbell on left.)
second piercing on left
and five piecings up along my right ear.

4th place:
a black pleated skirt and combat boots

=] whoohoo

Friday, January 26, 2007

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 05:36:02 GMT

fuck this shit

cuz its all over now

fuck this shit

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 04:29:30 GMT

okay

thats it
mr chiang deserves to die.
seriously.
this asshole is making me very angry. all the fucking time. hes making me hate science. a billion times more. so does he REALLY deserve to be a teacher? you call this a man of knowledge? of course not. that proposturous. he deserves a sundae with hot fudge inna prison cell that lyes in the depths of hell. (ha, the icecream would melt so fast. it would be goop at the second bite. suckaaa )

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on another note.
im very fustrated with my self atm. i cant seem to get over something that has been in the past for more than a month now. its driving me crazy. feelings that shouldnt be here. that should have been flushed down the toilet like eons ago. the fact that i still think what we had, and what we did. the most stupidest part of my ongoing rant is -- its never going to be the same. its never going to go back the way it was. so whats the point? obviously the other person is completely over it. since day one. it was probably a huge relief. im a leech. what can i say. it sickens me though. its painful, yet its a truth that cannot be deneyed. im so fucking fustrated -- because of this. i thought i would get over it. and move on after winter break. i wouldnt see him, he wouldnt see me. but once i realized school is coming back... im totally fucked, all over again. seeing him. him seeing me. za-zing. back to fucking square one.

why wont these on going feelings just go away. and dont come back. ever again.

the thing that bruises. is the fact that.. seems like he already found something else. some other girl. of course this shouldnt bug me right? it shouldnt at all. nope.
feelings? of jealously? nahh.

*huff* can you smell the bullshit? yeah, me too. x_x;

ah fuckers.
i dont need this

gaaaaahhhh = =;

Sat, 13 Jan 2007 01:07:28 GMT

the first week of school jogged by.

oh to joy

i hate science.
i was actually relieved that mr wongmoon departed. but seriously. holy shit. Mr Chiang is a complete jackass. first two days, i already hate his fucking guts. GAH! and when the girl next to me totally stumped him. god, he was completely speechless. which makes me think, does this guy REALLY know what hes doing? and his additude in class? hes trying SO hard to be MR TEACHER-MAN-LISTEN-TO-ME-OR-DIE. god that is just sooo full of shit. why cant he just realize, were 15 going on 16, and its like DONK dont try so hard to be declarative. and then be a complete asshole. or you kno, just pull a wongmoon, a be picky about everything -- yet joke about everything else. GAHHH >=(

he gives such a boring persona. its like, *squeaky mono-toned voice* "okay kiddies, lets learn about chemistery. whee fun. hahahahaha that was a joke." fucking idiot. i bet he doesn't do that when hes with his significant other. GOD! unless hes sooo lonely and still lives with his mom; in the basement. nearly pushing 30. *shudder* then again who knows what his life situation is all about.

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and just to add to my rant

GOD! i was so mad yesterday. i really really want a 4G iPod Nano. in pink. i mean cmon, its like 229.99! i have the money in my bank, but nooo. mother gave me a fucking lecture about how im so goddamn materialistic. and when i get bored of my iPod, the next new thing of technologly will pop out of the "future-womb" and then i would beg and whine until i get it. GOD!! I WANT MY MUSIC TO BE PORTABLE, IS THAT SUCHA PROBLEM??? but i might as well go with a cheaper mp3 (bahaha just steal Tammy's >=]) but seriously, i really really want one. i glare in envy at all the people with iPods of different styles. how theyre music is portable and theyre just sitting theyre; being entertained by the music they love. blaaaarrrrrr!!!! mega pouty pout pout. >=(

hmph..

like, ohmygod D:

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 08:02:56 GMT

holy mother of crap =]

im a little tired... but my lord

BOXING/KICKBOXING is freaking awsome

i had my very first lessons today =D
- left and right jabbing
- left and right hooks
- left and right uppercuts

then i learned a combo aswell.

=D YAY FUN!!!

*runs around*

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 04:06:18 GMT

yay new years

2007!!!

=) new year, means new good times and fresh starts
breathe in 2007, just take a big sniff

lmfao

WHEE skiing =]

Sat, 30 Dec 2006 05:29:19 GMT

i went skiing todayy
The last 2 days ive been rotting at home, eating whatever that exists. so pretty much just sitting around and getting fat. being brainwashed by tv and comp. wheehooo exciting.... = =;

so anyways back to skiing =]
it was kinda crappy. considering that there were like, flying ice shards that peck your face like crazy as you fly down the moutain at a termendous speed. but no skin peeling effects, just need a pair of iron cheeks. hahaha xDD
the powder was INSANEEE! the best ever. seriously, PERFECT powder to ride on. i never been so happy about it. and my ski's absolutely love it. so we're both pretty happy. i trained my butt off. and dang, it was harshh~ in the end though, i improved SO much . happyy happyyy

and TOMORROW, i go again.
YAAYY!!!!!

BOXING DAAAAAAYYY

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 21:20:21 GMT

omg omg omg omg
i was allowed to spend 180$$ =DD

1 skinny jeans

1 bootleg jeans

1 hello kitty top

1 felix the cat top

1 sweater dress

2 tank tops

1 pair of SHOOOOESSSS PLAID~ PINK~ etnies <3

juicy lipgloss and 2 thingies or eye makeup. oh and a room oil burning thingie ma-bob.

i never got my belt.. but whatever. they weren't on sale. xDD

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what i got for christmas:

1) a big ass, gia-normous, Versace bag (unknown if real -- doubt it. xD)

2) ABERCOMBIE SWEATERRRR (ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG!!!!) :proud:

3) 50$ Aritzia GiftCard

4) American Eagle demin skirt. grey.

5) Triple 5 soul tshirt (purple, neon green writing)

6) UGLY light-blue shitty sweater w/ matching pashmina scarf

7) red tye-dye shirt. long sleeve. hidious.

8) durable rain coat. kinda smelly.

9) penguin pillow

10) chocolate hedge hogs.

11) wierd necklace thing

12) nail bling. !! (all rhinestones =D)

13) 120$ x-mas money

[i'll add more if i forgot any]

yay christmas. =D

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 18:23:42 GMT

its time again
for christmas cheer
shopping madness
and the blissful freedom of the holidays

so, lets start off with my christmas wish list.

if not presents. money will do~
EARRINGS i have a awful obession with them. xD
clothes. honestly i LOVE clothes
a super nice mp3 player
headphones

yep thats all folks.

see, my boxing day showdown list:

SKINNY JEANS
pretty graphic design shirts
belt(s)
a super nice mp3 player

beauties